big plans small plan

I hate that everything has to start with a plan. Don't you wish sometimes things could just fall into place? I guess for anything to happen, some effort must be put in, maybe even the slightest of efforts. I've never really put effort into anything I've done for myself. I did do up a video for my attachment company which I rank highly amongst my very few achievements but even that wasn't for me. I'm not driven. Aimless, clueless, I think I'm slightly looking forward to serving the nation, at least that's a direction. What happens next? If only I knew.