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I need to break the routine, drive this feeling of nothingness away. I can't seem to feel that anything I do nowadays is significant. That's not a good thing. Maybe I should start planning ahead instead of making last minute plans every time. I kinda came to a conclusion that pre-planned meetings, feel more... full. It gives you more time, mentally preps you and keeps you organized. I finally understand the purpose of having an organizer. Perhaps I should get myself one.

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Me friend, Ben, says I don't try anything new that isn't me and I'll have to agree. I've always stuck to the old, be it music, places, food, clothes. Y'know, the comfort zone? And it seems to me like I've lost any sense of adventure, either that or I never had it. Fine, I never had it. So to kick-start this whole 'I want more life' mentality, I'm going to a temple to meditate TONIGHT. Just so you know, I'm not the religious sort but for experience's sake, why not?