health

Going into the New Year, I should be feeling happier than ever. Officially done with army, started school, life should be a whole lot better. Instead, I'm sulking over health issues. 2013 was good until the last quarter when I fell sick and met with some throat complications. To make matters worse, I now have an ear infection from the most unlikely of causes- cotton buds? Fair enough, I didn't know these seemingly harmless things could do such damage. It couldn't have come at a better time.

fats

It's been over 4 months since I last updated this space. Work has become a routine, life has become a routine and I have become fatter. You just know it when you put your favourite shirt on and you see an unfamiliar bulge. It is not acceptable. I'm starting to think that I may be a stress eater after all.

STRESS. Yes, that word has never left me since I took on the job alone. I'll be welcoming December with open arms. Literally.

we were young

Wouldn't it be really nice if we could turn back the clock to change specific choices that we made knowing how they will affect us at present time? It's wishful thinking at its best & the probability rate is obviously a 0 but it's okay to ponder sometimes so long as you don't drown.

office chores

My week's been pretty decent. For most days I was out after camp hours catching up with friends over dinner. I never thought that I would have such luxury. Perhaps my new posting isn't that bad after all. There's a price to pay though, I wake up at 5:30AM every morning, stand in the train from east to west for about an hour before taking a 15-minute walk to camp which brings me way back to the time before I even enlisted- WHY DIDN'T I TAKE MY DRIVING LICENSE?!?! So much for being The Procrastinator.

voice of gold

when black meets green

Tomorrow marks a new chapter of my life in green & it's probably going to be the longest. I wasn't really happy with the posting order when it came out and I'm still not. My mind has been flooded with a bunch of 'what ifs' since. My goal from the start of the course was to make it into BMTC, take fresh recruits and train them as soldiers to be. Now that's dashed and I'm not even sure of what I'll be doing with my newly attained rank. I can only wait and see in a few hours, which really sucks. Anticipation sucks.

On the bright side, I'm on my way home to catch 50/50. Waited forever for the DVD to be out simply 'cause I don't download. Now that's a fun fact for you to take away.

truth is

This sucks. My last book out just had to be ruined by confinement. I blame it on luck and stupidity on my part but mainly, luck.