before bed

I borrowed 2 books from the library recently. Usually I borrow comics but this time I got a proper book to read. I wasn't looking for any book in particular but this one caught my eye. It must have been the larger font size of the author's name, Ali Smith. I guess all I wanted to know was if the author is a he or she, turns out she is a she. So, cool. Then I saw the title- 'the first person and other stories' and I thought this book would be ideal because I have short attentions spans. To reassure myself, I read the first page of the book where the author wrote about these 2 random men she sees in a cafe, presumably father and son. It was pretty interesting the way she expressed her thoughts and what came out of it just by looking at them so I got the book. The other one's a Spider-Man comic with a storyline set in 1933, also interesting.

I have read neither since they've landed on my table but I'm going to. Before bed, considering making it a habit.

phase

Hmmm I'm thinking if I didn't have the computer, would I have had more time to do alot more stuff? I think we're all too dependant on our computers these days. Then again, maybe it's just me having nothing to occupy myself with since I don't have a job. I can't help it really, I'm not motivated to do anything right now. You could say I'm just hibernating, waiting for school to reopen, rotting as each day passes by. In fact, it IS the hibernation period, with all the rain these days, the cold weather, the sleepy temperature, absolutely no way to be going out. Okayokayokayokay, I'm just feeling very lazy now.

'You Are My Sunshine'

Ah, this is one of the best films I've ever watched. Subtle yet sincere. Anyone should watch it really. Hope it's actually true that it is based on a true story. It'll be comforting to know that such love do exists. I've finally picked up my guitar to learn covers, it's not as hard as I thought it would be. It feels good when you know how to play something other than the usual.


I just farted hard ones.

I need a vacation

hot air balloon

Turns out I had too much gas in my stomach last night, nothing too sinister. Went to take a dump and started to fart 10 over times before I finally got to sleep. Luckily it happened at home. Woke up this morning perfectly fine. Oh life hahaha

I'm meeting the guys in abit for dinner, been a good while since I've met them but man, it's raining.

pregnant

MY STOMACH'S BLOATED ALL OF A SUDDEN AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IT'S HURTING SO BAD!!! I had chocolates watching Monsters vs. Aliens. During the movie, I had Twisties and a packet of green tea but I'm really freaking out because it's fucking painful! I CAN'T EVEN SIT STRAIGHT! I'm going to bed before I die out here in front of the computer.

in the AM

It feels good sometimes when it's just quiet and the only things you hear are the subtle sounds the air conditioner and the computer system makes. It's literally, My-space. It's easier to focus and you think better. Somehow it feels a little like living the day at night.

habits

I have a tendency to press the first floor button in the lift even though I'm at the first floor or when I'm going down from the tenth when I'm at the tenth.

off target

I only made 1 assist and that's way off but it's cool.

Note to self: Do not set soccer targets, you're not Sir Alex Ferguson

soccer target

5 goals.
4 assists.

Okay can.

your brain becomes solid when you think too hard

still up

It's early in the morning and i'm about to sleep. It's funny how different it is posting when you've just woken up and when you're just about to sleep, the energy level is certainly very different. I finally have some new stuff to listen to, got some really chillout tunes and I like how it makes me feel. The music sits you back and all out of a sudden, you feel at ease, like floaty. I'm still jobless and can only wait for that return call from the agency. It doesn't bother me actually but for a change, I would want to know what I'll be doing next week. Past week's been boring. I need plans I suppose, like planned ahead plans, not last minute ones.

sunshine

Okay so I had this really bad headache 2 hours ago but after Panadols, Tiger balm and a 1 and a half hour nap- I'm back alive and kicking. Mom kept asking if I was alright and I kept telling her it's only a headache. OMG SHE JUST ASKED ME AGAIN!!!

friday

I woke up at 12:30plus today. Did really nothing. Had pizza bread cause my mee siam had insects in it. I was going to heat the noodles up when I saw 2 little bugs running out of the bowl. I thought I could still eat it but decided against it because I could SEE the bugs. I wouldn't mind if they were 1 or 2 ants and because I already told mom I was eating it, I had to make it seem like I've eaten it. I threw the noodles in a plastic bag then threw it down the chute. Poured alittle gravy into a bowl and placed it beside the sink, I usually don't do the dishes.

I also watched "Horsemen". Maybe that's why I'm feeling as though I haven't done anything, might have been different if I watched another movie.

fridayfridayfridayfriday. I need new tunes.

song bo

I just wrote a really gay song. Terence says it's a form of release, I guess he's right.

!

"Splat, splat, splat, splat, splat, SPLAT, SPLAT, SPLAT."

I was woken up by the leaking air con at 8:51am. I tried adjusting the cloth in the pail 2 or 3 times but because it was already soaking wet, it didn't help. What a way to start the day. Hm or maybe I needed that. While I was desperately trying to get back to sleep, I thought of how today's going to be like.

WEDNESDAY 3rd day of the Holidays No plans and erm

Jajaja I totally forgot how I thought my day was going to be like. I think I was still half asleep. Anyway, I'm feeling kinda weird now. I probably am hungry.

I switched off the air con earlier, so there are no more splats. I'm going back to sleep. bye