voice of gold

when black meets green

Tomorrow marks a new chapter of my life in green & it's probably going to be the longest. I wasn't really happy with the posting order when it came out and I'm still not. My mind has been flooded with a bunch of 'what ifs' since. My goal from the start of the course was to make it into BMTC, take fresh recruits and train them as soldiers to be. Now that's dashed and I'm not even sure of what I'll be doing with my newly attained rank. I can only wait and see in a few hours, which really sucks. Anticipation sucks.

On the bright side, I'm on my way home to catch 50/50. Waited forever for the DVD to be out simply 'cause I don't download. Now that's a fun fact for you to take away.

truth is

This sucks. My last book out just had to be ruined by confinement. I blame it on luck and stupidity on my part but mainly, luck.

you don't say

So I've been back for 2 days now and you know the thing about being away for so long is that when you finally return home, you kinda want to be surprised by some little change in the environment. Like maybe a big blue bean bag in your room waiting to be pounced on or a mini fridge the size of a stool with plenty of drinks & whatnot in it, something out of the ordinary but of course that's just wishful thinking. What I did get was a Spain replica soccer jersey(thanks to Paul, my tenant) which isn't bad at all. I'm kinda out of the soccer phase though. Okay what am I even talking about? I'm just glad to be back. I wrote an entry in my notebook during my time there, probably put it up in the next post. 9 more days before getting the 3 black stripes, I'm excited!