moody

It's hard to keep the balance. I wish I wasn't so much of a thinking person. Sometimes the more you think, the more you lose yourself because you analyse, take more precautions and come to your own conclusions, in my case, they're often bad than good. It's not a nice feeling when you start to doubt yourself, what you should have, could have done or not done at all to make anything better for yourself. Eventually, you end up feeling nowhere and that's when you feel the need to have an impact on something, to release but how? I haven't found that thing to do and so, I carry on feeling this way. Perhaps when I wake up in the morning, I'll feel better. Maybe I'm just hungry, I skipped dinner.

fast gamez

Soccer was awesome, scored 4-5 goals in 6-7 matches. Not bad since I haven't been scoring there alot this year. Landed awkwardly on my outer left foot while chasing the ball, had to go out for awhile. Might not be able to walk properly later but for the gamez, it's worth it. I'm kinda like Rooney in that aspect.

I NEED TO buy a textbook.
I HAVE TO do my homework before lunch.
I MUST see Harry Foo.

Okay, settle.

I finally beat Sarah Jessica!

http://www.miniclip.com/games/celebrity-table-tennis/en/

This has been the highlight of the morning. Beyonce's next.

zombie

Dead tired. Time for some gamez.

hahahaha

paris

*exhales*

Performance wasn't good. The sound mixing wasn't good, could bearly hear the guitar. Jem was furious, Dale came late, missed the performance and I was still feeling the effects of getting off stage. Stage fright, still there. The huuuge space in front of us made it worse. I'll make sure tomorrow's will be better. And I said sorry to the crowd. "Sorry, again again!"

I feel like a nerd sometimes.

day one

French singing practise went quite smooth yesterday, not too many screw ups. Pretty good for last minute stuff actually. So this week will be kinda busy as well, with the performances and the little gig. I still ought to find out my project/supervisor and how to use dreamweaver, geez. Hassle but okay, no more hibernation. Jem said something quite funny, I forgot how but we were talking about animals. Regarding rights to farm and kill animals for medicinal purposes. So he said "Farm bulls." I thought the sound of it was funny. Farm bulls. Ahahaha I guess it sounds normal if you say cows, not bulls.

I'm a bic boi now

Okay. So it's the first day of school and I'm in this huge lab with 4 other people I haven't talked to, using the com like how I would at home. Besides youtube. Teacher in-charge says he has no time to talk to me today. Hahaha win. So what am I supposed to do. Asked me to go figure this Dreamweaver programming thingy on my own. Ahh maybe I'm just lazy on my part but really, not the way man, THE PROGRAM'S SO EFFING COMPLICATED. School starts tomorrow.

The whole morning I've been going up down the levels looking for people and their signatures. Apparently I just popped out from nowhere, that's the exact term the in-charge used- "Popped". Like POP! goes my heart. Music and lyrics.

Imma go for me break now.

Lika some boddddd e

Shit. I hear thunder, please don't rain.

warm up

Busy, busy week. Ironic, it's the last week of the holidays and there's so much to do. At least everything is preplanned huh, save the trouble of last minute planning. No more irregular meals, no more snacks after midnight and no more sleeping more than I should. Well, not starting today of course.

animation fascination

groovy groovy jazzy funky pounce bounce dance

sleepnot

I can't sleep and I needa wake up at SEVEN.

stone

Sometimes I'm a better listener.

mosquito bites

About an hour ago, I woke up with 7 mosquito bites around the body from my ear to toe. I asked mom to help me with the mopiko.

"WA WHY SO BIG? Yadayadayadayadablablablablablayadayadayada, WHICH ONE?! WA I SEE ALSO KEK SIM."

She was speaking the speed of a machine gun. She even asked which mosquito bit me, oh my god. I swear her reaction was bigger than ever. Typical of her. She talks to me from anywhere in the house while I'm in the room. The kitchen, the living room, in her room when she's about to sleep, anywhere.

The nap helped, the ongoing nag too. I'm feeling fresh for tonight's Clash of the Titans. The odds are against United but may the better team win.

your friendly neighbourhood daydream

Back in Secondary school, during those crazy long weekly assembly talks, I'd always imagine myself to be exposed as Spider-Man. The Green Goblin would come out from nowhere with his glider trying to kill whoever's up talking on stage and I, sitting amongst thousands of students, would shoot web up the ceiling from my wrists and swing up to him acrobatically, proceeding into battle in school uniform. So awesome.

no obligations

neh

Oreo dipped in milk isn't nice, not sure if this is. Hahahahaha sick.

whattodo

WA CANNOT. I'm starting to feel hungry, so tempted to have instant noodles but I'm thinking for my tummy. It's all part of having a screwed up body clock man. My body battery only goes completely flat after 4am and because dinner is usually 7-8pm, I always get hungry around now and resort to snacks or instant noodles, Kinder Bueno for today. Come to think of it, since I wake up only in time for lunch, I eat only 2 meals a day! I haven't the slightest idea why I'm so amused given that it's been this way for about a month now. Funny how I'm only realising it today. Ahh well, it's only for the holidays.

ladybug

I saw a ladybird outside my window on a double decker bus yesterday. It was a yellow one, probably half the size of an M&M. Last time I saw one, I was in 7-Eleven. Odd. I guess this one might have thought I was a giant ladybird since I wore yellow too.

Morning soccer was good, made the long bus ride worthwhile. I found out 2 of my friends are cousins of 2 of the guys there. What small world. Most of them go by their chinese names which I find hard to register, let alone remember. They go 1 ear in and out the other. I'll ask for their names again next week, perhaps in a more candid fashion.

YO! CHICKEN

I was looking for snacks in the kitchen when I found chicken flavored Twisties and it struck me that they've actually been around for a really really long time, way before I even remember eating Japanese snacks. Back when I was little, I'd only get to eat Twisties in the cinemas because they're supposedly very heaty and you have to drink alot of water after eating or you'll fall sick immediately, says mom. Somehow she always buys chicken flavored Twisties to the shows. My guess is there weren't many flavors to choose from then, and chicken, being the only flavour she's tried, tasted safe enough for me to eat. Now, after some 14-15 years later, she still buys only chicken flavored Twisties!