moody

It's hard to keep the balance. I wish I wasn't so much of a thinking person. Sometimes the more you think, the more you lose yourself because you analyse, take more precautions and come to your own conclusions, in my case, they're often bad than good. It's not a nice feeling when you start to doubt yourself, what you should have, could have done or not done at all to make anything better for yourself. Eventually, you end up feeling nowhere and that's when you feel the need to have an impact on something, to release but how? I haven't found that thing to do and so, I carry on feeling this way. Perhaps when I wake up in the morning, I'll feel better. Maybe I'm just hungry, I skipped dinner.